So tired

You know, I wonder sometimes if we will always be sooo tired. Will we ever get some relief? But I have been reading a book, and it told of parents who had lost a child. The mother said she was tired for one year after the tragedy. I know we didn't lose Preston, but have been through several traumatic weeks with him, and it is all not over yet. So I guess the emotional, physical, and even spiritual tiredness will get better over time.

Preston is having problems urinating again. If he hasn't by a.m. Jr. and I will have to cath him. We are praying he will soak the bed by morning. I don't know why he has this problem. We tried different things tonight, and nothing worked. He last urinated this a.m. We weighed him and he has lost 10 more lbs. So far he has lost 43 lbs. If he keeps losing, then we have to see what needs to be done.

Our caseworker from Home Health is coming Monday and bring me forms to fill out to see if we quality for a program through the hospital that will pay the co-pays for his therapies. So we will see how that goes.

So that is all I know right now.