Sunday update

Well, I don't get to update as often as I would like.
Preston is taking a long time to bounce back this time. He had the seizures and then had to have emergency surgery on Tues. I hope there will be no lasting effects, but that soon he will be feeling better. He told me today he was losing his speech. He is just so tired and has some trouble talking. He gets up with help and goes to the bathroom and sits and rocks for a while. Jr. feels when the tiredness wears off from the surgeries and seizures, he will be ok. I sure hope so. He went down such a long way from the previous week to this past week. It is so sad. He seems to have no desire or joy for living. I hope he will again, soon.
The spinal fluid culture did not show any bacteria growth. So hopefully the bacteria is getting out of his system. Friday he told me when the pastor was there, that it might be time for him to depart from this earth. I said, "What about mommy? Do you want to leave her?" , He said, "If I have to go, I have to go." The pastor feels he is talking this way because he has been in the hospital and been so sick.
Junior has been with Preston for the weekend. I go back in a.m. and stay until Friday. He is planning to mow the grass tomorrow and then back to work on Tues.
It is just hard not knowing what the future holds. But we can only take one day at a time at this time.
Please continue to pray for him.